Can someone please explain to me…
…because I really don’t get it. How is one supposed to shop for a bathing suit without feeling like complete shit about every inch of their body? Or is this just a me thing? Because I can be having an absolutely stellar day, and can be feeling on top of the world good about myself.. but the second I go to put on a two piece everything sucks. What’s worse is that I’m supposed to go to a lake house this week for a little fourth of July get away and we’ll be swimming. So this is going to have to happen soon. I’m going to have to put on that bathing suit and run around in front of people. Like. There is no stopping that from happening, and there certainly isnt enough time to suddenly look awesome nekkid. THE FUCK?! This is why I’m an autumn girl. I don’t like being really cold, but I like the option to put on as many clothes as possible.
Sometimes when the weather changes like this it randomly makes me sick. There was this one summer where I got sick almost every morning for seemingly no reason. I would just feel like crap until around noon when suddenly everything would subside. That’s how I feel this morning. Just crappy. It must be the heat. Which is why only having a clean long sleeve work shirt sucks so bad. And I’m falling really behind schedule today. I should be leaving any minute to get my coffee so I can come back here and grab the dog in time for my 11:00 shift. I’m writing this instead and I don’t even know why. I guess it’s been a while since I’ve had so much time to myself to really think about things.
Anyways. Hope everyone is having a great day and not wearing too many clothes like I am.
No bigs. Nemo just spewed waist deep snow outside my house. Not like I wanted to do anything this weekend anyways.
I’m starting a new tumblr. You can find me here posting all sorts of awesome things that I like/that make me super happy.
Happy Sunday, everyone. Or Monday I guess.
Sometimes you just have to get a little house drunk and play first person shooters with your boyfriend. Because sometimes it’s just a really good time.
I hope yours is better than mine!
Nothing like a 3am bad news wake up call from your mother when you’re doped up on sleep aid. Especially when you can’t fall back to sleep after. And have work in the morning.
On the bright side, today shouldn’t be so stressful.
Today I’m going to be happy. I’m going to enjoy the work day which will go by really fast. I’ll be appreciative for the money I’m making and the job I have. Ill make it to the gym and run for 1.5 miles without walking. I’ll not feel sick.
This is one of the things about Maine I’ve been missing most lately. Thankfully my amazing cousin gave me that very coffee for Christmas and I’ve been enjoying it pretty much every day since.
Also this nugget. He was a 2012 gem.